YEAY!!! i'm free!!! hee. exams over!!yipee!!! sorry to whoever out there that hasn't finished their paper. sorry but i have to rub it in. ITS OVER!! HAHA. anyway what are you doing here reading other people's blog when you have a big exam coming on?!? huh? hee. i know i've been coming here practicaly everyday DURING the exam period too. but thats ME! haha. ok i'm crazy. i went to cut my hair today!!! haha. even shorter then before but i like it alot. tempted me to go and highlight my hair again. sigh.. so wanted to. maybe i'll go do that in malaysia, lets say tmr or sunday?!! haha. oh my. oh, and i went to have my eye brow shaped too. the person must be thinking in her mind that.. this person har...haha. my eyebrow was like it hasn';t been shaped before. at all. haha. now its neat and tidy and small again. hee. today overall a happy day. hee.

ok to wrap up my semester.. think its going to get real boring cause many of you are part of it and should know most of it liao. ...

the semester started rather well. it went on quite well in the beginning. until all of a sudden... something happened... to qoute someone's words.. hormonal inbalance. and it lasted till now.taking a real long time to recuperate. haha. but well. its good now. i should say that i've changed... learnt some things about myself and those around me. learnt to see things in a slightly different way. i think i've grown... mentally not physically i hope. but i am still childish i must admit. sometimes the things i say are unberable even i can't take it. i still lack of that little something called confidence. hee. i think i've got in touch with myself a little more than i would like. its freaky!!

i've also grown to love back a sports i used to like when i was real young. not F1 la, swimming. hee. been sometimes since i went to swim before exam preparation came into play. i've got to know a few more friends better. firstly, clara!! haha. found a khaiki in her in many interests. nice nice nice nice nice girl, whom i feel can be a really nice sister to me if i had one. i would be so pampered. hee. a very unique gal whom i would want to be friend with from now onwards till we get married etc... jan. only got to know her through 'someone'. i once called her sexy. and i still hold that true to my heart. i really feel that you're sexy jan. but not like the sexy sexy.... nvm.. anyway you should seriously eat more, you;re really really too thin.. but still sexy nonetheless... haha. ok. point delivered.she's another gal friend i wanna have by my side till old, as a gal friend la. don't mistake me for that shisanyee. i straight one.haha.ok!!! david, haha. that person... is mr ong. a "friend" of my friend. haha. funny how we got to meet. through this other friend of his and mine whom is always trying to pair him up with any girl that comes into their mind that might at that instant seem worthy of him. david, you should be honoured to have such nice gal friends. oh, we didn't meet under those circumstances. haha. we both heard alot of each other through our friends. me as a drinker of course. i'm tired of pushing that name away, cause i'm gonna admit here once and once only, that i like to drink... but i can't drink well. ask those who;ve drank with me. they'll know. haha.

this sem saw some first times in my life... or rather i attempted some stuff which i've always wanted to do. not going to mention them here. some private. haha. as if.. i took up jap!!! yeay!! wanted to do that since don't know when liao. and i'm gonna take up yoga. going to sign up for the course after i return from my trip. hey maybe i'll go for those desert making course too. haha... wait i sound like some auntie thinking of how to pass my time at home besides completing all the housework. haha.haha.maybe i'll become like that. now preparing and rehearsing. haha. cool!!! (blah)

academic wise i can't say much. cause i realised that there's really no point to study now in nus. everyone who's able to pass is able to graduate with the same degree, your grades won't be shown there on that paper. maybe only those words "merit" etc.. thats all. what i felt rather strongly is that people move around in circles. we meet, we seperate, than we meet again. sometimes it seems that watever effort we put in the first place to get to a better environment, no matter what we do,we;ll end up back here. its just a thought. i wanna go out there. i wanna experience something different, maybe with that i'm able to maybe change. through deep impact culture shock. hopefully it doesn;t backfire. i think its because of this mentality that i can';t really concentrate and study. in nus its either you study or you don't. no one will force you, no surface competition, all seems so peaceful, so harmless..haha. can't blame anyone when i get back my results and wanna cry right? remind me k if i start blaming anyone by then. what kept me going still is that i don't know wat to do otherwise, and another is my parents.

celebrated our dear koko's birthday. haha. she is so xin fu. all her birthday celebrations are organised by her. small surprises that make everyone around her so envious. i'm really glad you enjoyed yourself. you better do!!! haha. cracked my brain over that small little thing k. haha. remember our date k!! we have a bottle to finish up. going to start preparing for maggie and gerger's birthday liao. why are they born just a week apart?? can you all please make sure your birthday parties don't clash with each other. i wanna be there for all!!! having hanamiko's birthday coming saturday. 22nd bdae. hee. looking forward to that.

oh. one important thing to add to surmarise the semester. bear with me. I'M IN LOVE!!
hee. his name's nelson. really really nice chap. everyone says so. not really tall, with specs, super bilingual. very si wen. very nice.met him in a play. totally electrified by his eyes.. oh my those eyes.. so small and fragile yet you can sense the power within him. the passion. sometimes the passion cannot be fulfilled, but he's making the effort to ensure that every moment he spent is worthwhile. such an inspiration. thank goodness i had him to tide me over those low times. he always made me so so excited and blushing like a little gal (anyway i blush so often who knows the difference) so whenever i;m feeling low, shisanyee please rem who to look up for k!! haha. just hope it won't get on your nerves.... I'M SO IN LOVE. haha.... oh and he's 33years old, married for 2 years with twin daughters.